In these last months, I have a recurrent thought on my mind – Lust for life! And immediately a song by Lana del Rey comes to my mind
Btw, I’m an addict to song lyric analysis. Its something a cannot control, í immediately go to Genius and read line by line of each song that touches my soul.
In this song, there is a particular part that translates the importance of lust in my life
And a lust for life, and a lust for life
Keeps us alive, keeps us alive
Lust is a passion, it’s a desire for someone, a situation and especially discover me.
When I started this blog, I felt so liberated and had the opportunity to experience so much, discover my self.
I can say that I had the privilege of fulfilling my fantasies, even the ones I never expressed out loud to anyone or even myself. I built my happy space with those memories.
Without any doubt during those times I felt alive, I felt the rush of the new adventure and the tickling in my stomach for crossing boundaries.
I felt the power of being a woman with confidence living with a hedonistic philosophy with no regrets.
But in fact, this lust-driven way of life can also lead me to doldrums. Times where I only seem to live a mechanical life, always looking back at the past, indifferent to the present and ignoring the future.
The lesson is that we cannot expect to repeat the same formula over and over again, and without evolving, we can get stuck. I must look at my past full of lust and find a new path for me.
Rediscover lust in my life and ways of getting my “shot”.
Writing was an essential part of my journey and can be a hint to find the answer.
‘Cause we’re the masters of our own fate
We’re the captains of our own souls
Waiting for new chapters!